Kicking the Tires of May 6 2019

Window Musings

Peace roses on the window sill; the window itself opens to a gloomy day-May haze. I like the windows without the curtains, but they can’t stay bare. After all, I need some privacy when I move about the space at night. And the room will need protection against the blazing glare of summer.

Confusion Generates Anger

I feel confused. The collisions of conflicting thoughts produce waves of angry feelings. I need some clarity now so that I don’t turn this day into a useless muddle. I am clear that I am writing a novel, and I will finish it. Writing a fifty thousand word novel is not such a big deal particularly if it is not an especially good novel. I am not confused now; it just a simple matter of remembering to choose clarity.

Question of the Day

How the hell did I develop the habit of putting off doing the things that I most want to do?


KICKING THE TIRES OF APRIL 27, 2019

Practicing Good Vibrations

Choosing to Feel Good instead of Following Habits



Actually lay in bed not certain if I were to follow my morning habits that don’t feel especially good, or focus upon thinking thoughts that felt better. Choose to feel better and have moved toward feeling very good indeed, in spite of the fact that the person who shares a home with me is feeling dour and out of sorts.

What if I don’t Think at All

I wonder if it is possible to have not thoughts at all about my ongoing concerns? If it is possible to stop thinking my habitual thoughts what then? Interesting experiment for the day