Very Necessary Mood Adjustment

Some moments of anger, despair, jealously, and feelings of worthlessness. The anger felt the best of the group, because it is energetic. Moving the emotional scale required a lot of searching for better feeling thoughts. I arrived at the thought that being happy already, instead of wanting to be happy makes other things irrelevant. If I were filled to the brim now with happiness and joy aligns me with the power of the universe and puts my feelings and my feeling of worth on a stable footing.

Skewering a Pattern of Resistance

The other note is that I felt and clearly identified one way my resistance works by halting my open and expansive plans with crazy ideas of putting thing right at home first.

That is a SNEAKY and “justified” excuse for resisting my own good. Happily, I did grab my camera and drive to Sonoma Square to take photos, just as I planned the evening before. Without hesitation I woke, dressed, brushed my teeth and set out at 6:30 a.m.

Inspired Action

This morning, gazing through the window into the cold fog I am happy that I was on such a roll yesterday. I made strides forward on my website and the interconnected business that I see in my head. Every day, I am seeing it more clearly, and the actions that rise from the good feeling are truly fun to do. Today, I want produce the same happy result and line up my attention and my intention. It’s true there is a lot of satisfaction working out of inspiration.